Some people can juggle while some people can’t. And some people can juggle chainsaws while some people can’t.
Learning to jugglechainsaws sounds like a whole lot of work to me, but I’ve never done it nor had even the remotest desire to try, so I have no idea what a chainsaw juggler gets out of it.
Gotta be honest, your romantic relationship sounds exhausting!
It takes all of my energy to romantically love only one single person, to care about their needs as they care about mine.
I couldn’t imagine having to divide my energies towards more than one person!