Friends
I am super happy about the friends I do have, and not the ones I don’t have,
for instance, in jr school I had two best friends a Christina & a Kyle, they were my everything, but we fell apart for some time, we went our different ways, I was fighting to win a spot back in Christina’s life, and no one had no idea how destroyed I was feeling, I am not even sure how I had felt, but I hated everything including myself, I started talking to another very close friend of mine Fran, I loved this girl ever so much, and she knew this, we have clashed so many times but I think that’s cause our birthdays are close we’re both Leos, I am still very close to Christina and Fran to this day, we sorted out our differences and couldn’t be any happier than I am about that, Kyle never understood me, he had changed into such a bitter a-hole, and he just stopped wanting to know me, Steven & Susie, so even though Steven is my ex, we stayed pretty close friends up until his newer girlfriend took him away from me, he doesn’t even speak to me anymore, yet before we had spoken at least 3 times a week or more, Susie is still one of my best friends, I love her to bits, just wish we lived closer :(, Shane & Toni were my youngest closets friends, but the 3 off us would have never worked, even if I still care about them, I take a lot to heart, Shane has some problems, Toni is a bit of b*tch and I don’t really talk to them two anymore, and I have a close male friend called is Jesus (Steven, he looks like Jesus) but we don’t see much of each other due to lack of communication, but when we do see each other and chat it’s like we’ve never been apart. Then I made friends with an American guy named Andrew.D, we spoke every single night/day, but it all kinda stopped when he got himself into a relationship, now we hardly speak at all. Then there’s my beautiful Lauren, she’s loud and obnoxious but she’s funny caring, and has never left me in the dark.
I have recently made three new friends, Zara, Andrew.F and Dane, I have to say Zara is probably my favourite out the three, she is literally me in so many ways, we’re both quite sarcastic, cold heart’d, mean but funny, we just get on so well, she also has a way of calming me down, and she’s f**king beautiful, so so cute in fact. Andrew (Fluffy) has the best hair do in Swindon, he’s quiet and cute, but he’s sharp and witty with his words when he does speak and usually it’s aimed at Dane, Dane is one of these guys who wears his heart on his sleeve, but never shuts up, but he’s really entertaining.
So essentially the only friends I have left is, Christina, Susie, Fran, Jesus, Lauren, Zara, Andrew.F, and Dane, and to be honest I am pretty happy about having these beauts.
Peace out-Just A Small Town Girl
Watching: Zoella (Zoe Sugg)
xoxo❤
