I have felt not quite a girl for most of my life. I am autistic and was othered my whole life so I don't feel a part of the female crowd because of that. So recently, at 49, I came out to friends as a demigirl or demiwoman. I feel female aligned but also agender often. Basically I feel genderless most of the time unless perceived as female which is fine. Every once in awhile I want to be more femme in appearance and might wear a dress or something but most of the time I do not. I do what I like.