I’ve never been able to put these feelings into words so clearly. Pain that other’s who are not in my situation cannot understand but keep throwing scripture like a band-aid ontop of deep wounds. Thank you so much for posting this! It just reminds me that I am not alone in this feeling. I think we share a similar pain in some facets & I hope it gets better for both of us. I know God is good, but I can only hope to trust that He is trust worthy in ALL seasons, even one’s where I cannot feel it to be true.
Take care of yourself,