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Thanks for your thoughts and concerns, John, and for helping me process through this.

My intent in this exploratory thought was to indicate that I have more-or-less rejected the first two options (that God has an “ugly” side and that God’s character or self-revelation has changed) and am instead exploring the third option. I understand that I have likely not articulated that well, though, because you are not the first to express confusion about those statements.