We are never satisfied.

Well, hello there. I’m the newest guy here trying to find out how this platform works. To do so, I’m getting started with my first ever story.

Sitting around here in the room, trying to study, thoughts are getting in and out of my mind. One thing is, a real damn fact: “We are never satisfied. With anything we have.”

Some of us hunt success. We belong to a special group of people that every single day that passes, we wake up in the morning with only one goal. To succeed at what we do. But being successful,being at the top for a long time and building a strong legacy for our work requires oxygen. Oxygen that we need to spend on every damn second of the day going hard on our job. I’m good with that. It is what I want. It’s the fountain of truth and motivation for me,myself and I. But I always, need more. And that’s the point. I’m ok with that side of myself that every second requires more from me.

But, here comes the dark and unsatisfied side of ourselves. I mean, feeling pumped and motivated and focused on your job is one thing. But what happens, when various emotions knock the right door on the 5th floor of your brain, where all your love,dedication and careness for your other half hide?

What happens when, the thought that you cannot satisfy people you truly love comes in your mind? What happens when that thought, becomes a reality?

Is it legit to run and hide at the other side,where success and your future legacy awaits you? Or maybe you should stay there and fight the monsters of dispute and unsatisfaction inside yourself or even worse inside your beloved ones?

I’m trying to find the answer while my other half may be flying away second by second.But until the moment of truth, I say f**k it. 
At the end of the day, If I fail to anything of these crap above, I assure you that it’ll be my choice.