Purple Dreams

At this moment i know where i am;
I’m drowning in my fantasy;
A fantasy of you;
You a beautiful monster;
A monster with a glowing heart;
The heart of my dreams;
Dreams filled with love;
Love that drives me wild
and been wild for you becomes a nightmare.
But this nightmare of mine starts when i’m awake
I try to make a sound, but i can’t open my mouth. 
I feel short of breath, with a strong feeling of pressure on my heart,
weighing my body down. 
I feel your presence next to me and
I only wish you feel you are the kernel to my dreams.