The Ten Directions
Benjamin Schulz

Words and prayers were vain and I cursed God (if there was any)why the world is meant for suffering who tried to choose to be good.

10 years after suffering and cursing but not choosing the wrong way,

I feel spiritual fruit is with me and the prayers I had 10 years ago is being achieved like miracle.

I realize God does not grant your prayers unless you gain spiritual fruit of endurance and always remember you are weak and helpless being, not becoming someone who think they can control others by their will.