Aboard

You look at my eyes and ask yourself “What is going on with me?”

Shut up and don’t ask. The silince speaks a lot. The glow in my eyes tells much more than words.

Yes, tells for the ones who know to read from it. What do you know about the meaning of the empty chair on the dinning table?

The chair that once a family member was sitting on it.

And what about that member now?

Where it is? How it is? You don’t know?

I don’t know either my friend, but do you know why? Because that member is not by my side anymore.

That member is gone now, that member which used to make me meals, or come into my room in the morning and get me on my feet.

To hold my hand and support me to be better and to help me succeed. That’s life, that’s destiny.

This my friend how distance looks like. This is the meaning of the borders of the countries.

Not to be able to see someone close to you aboard, going through series of things and they don’t know about it.

Here is how you drift away with the close ones, this is how with your family you become strangers. Gradually we drift from each other, we love each other, we seek for each other, but we don’ find each other…

Only love stays, and trust me my friend it’s increasing, it doesn’t shuts down. Contrary it only increases. It increases as much I miss them, and I miss them every day, more and more.

Did you understood what am I talking about now?

Did you understood the wound in my heart?

Did you understood the glow in my eyes?

Did you understood the emtiness in my soul?

EVERYTHING in me cries, for my close ones aboard…