Come back to me..

Things were different when you were here my love. I knew who I was. I knew what I was doing. The pain I felt, the uncertain future, was justified. 
I don’t know now. I don’t know anything. It’s so scary my love. I wish you were still here so that I could walk my path knowing where I was stepping. You gave me strength, you gave me purpose, you gave me me.
Is it selfish of me, my dear, to ask you to come back? Is it crazy to think that there is a chance we can be together again? Why must I walk this earth without you? Why must I make decisions I don’t want to make, I’m scared to make, I can’t make? Help me, my love. Come back to me and show me the way to go.
SM 11 May 2017