I’ve been coaching for a number of years but only established my business and declared myself an entrepreneur two years ago. At times I’ve hesitated, fumbled to find my confidence and have been unsure if I could build a business that would not only support me but my larger vision. You see, I crave to connect with millions of soulful women and men around the world, like you. I desire to listen to your stories — the challenges you’ve overcome and the impact you’re making due to it. I yearn to feel your energy, witness your power and support you with your ventures.

My belief is that this is done through community and through the magic principles of circle.

When my inner voice guided me to create The Magic of Circle program I was excited. I could feel the high vibration that was attached to this project.

At the same time, I was and always am, growing. I was launching my new website, showing up in the world in a bigger way and finding the strength within myself to radiate my deep knowing that I have the gift to teach the magic of circle in a creative and playful way.

But the path to creating and launching this baby wasn’t easy. At times my ego got in the way. Business principles got in the way. My “shoulds” got in the way. Being the first time I ever professionally launched a group program like this, there was much I was testing. As an entrepreneur I am a believer in testing – not being too committed to the outcome and learning quickly in order to reiterate. There is no giving up, just changing and fine tuning your ideas, methods, actions and mindset.

So here I am fine tuning and baring my soul. Believing in the strength that comes from being transparent. Letting you know that launching wasn’t easy but it was and is one of the most thrilling experiences I’ve ever had.

There have been so many moments where I sat there wondering if I could move forward, gripped with fear while only ten minutes later feeling exhilarated. I would take risks and feel committed to figuring out this beast called my business, but then hesitate. I moved into a “fuck you, I can do this” attitude, angry at my ego for putting me down which fueled my inner knowing to move forward with more gusto.

So why am I telling you all this? It might just be way too much information but I have to be real. My desire is to always be upfront with you, share my struggles and learnings, and most importantly say, “YES sister, you can do it!”

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