
Do you ever wonder?
Another sleepless night , where the world is asleep and I'm just sitting outside the hotel, on the bench , wondering and filtering my thoughts. Placing them in order ... so to say .
I've been sleeping the whole day , even though i havd plans to go out and visit this vibrant city.
Currently I'm in London. And despite the fact that i come here often , everytime there's something new to discover. I love the fact thay my job allows me this . To discover this world . Little by little.
Whenever i recover from my jetlag, i am on social media . Or at the TV. Or reading a book . Or cleaning. Or cooking . Or whatever any human being does on a daily routine ...
I'd like to have more time to do this , but my flying schedule takes me away . And after so many years of flying i have found my pace. My rhythm.
And i sit here quietly , with my coffee and cigarettes, listening to the nature and thinking...
So many questions hit me , about the past and the future , and most of the present...
Do you ever wonder ?
What is this life about ? What is the purpose of it ?
What is my purpose in this life ?
And i wonder and i go away into a world of hope filled with kindness and goodness in it ...
And i wish to have more , material things , and non material . I wish for more time with my loved ones . I wish my mom will stay forever young , and my brothers and sisters stop growing old without me being there .
I wish i was more successful in so many ways ....
I wish
I wish
i wish
And this battle between my mind and my heart is ever going .
And then i pray .
And i remember to be grateful for being who i am .
I pray for the lessons i had in life . Because i have learnt so much more from them , then from the sweet taste of success.
I am grateful for being able to share my thoughts with you , wherever you are.
And I'm looking at the time - runs so fast .
Time to start packing - and fly home .
Time for another trip above the sky .
Stay grateful!
Xo
