So near yet so far
I saw you again after a long time, you passed me by awhile ago with your utmost vibrant smile. My favorite smile.
I wish that it’s okay. I’d like to think that I wasn’t affected seeing you cheerfully smile. I wish that my heart wouldn’t have to feel anything so that my mood all day long had not been affected. I wish that I was truthfully and genuinely happy for you being with other people. But I can’t lie to myself.
I am not okay.