Every now and then I have this very short-lived strange feeling of being completely lost. My gaze is fixed at some point in this moment and I feel I am traveling backward in a space that I have never experienced before. And, by space I don’t mean the space we live in, but an entirely different kind of imaginary space. In this moment, I don’t think; thoughts don’t crop up. As, I travel backwards, I start to feel the futility of my existence. As I travel backwards, I unlearn whatever I have known, forget whatever it is that I have in my memory. My mind, at this point of time is a clean slate. I become aware of myself and question my own existence. Not that I actually question my existence; as I mentioned before, I don’t think, I am a clean slate. I feel the question.

P.S. — The above experience wasn’t induced by any kind of drug