
I won’t look both ways when crossing the streets
I wouldn’t mind if something came
Took me out of my way
It is exactly 8:10pm
The sky is clear
Few stars
No stars in my sky
Always the dark
Always the hours
It is 8:34pm
There is a weight on me so big
I feel so light yet so heavy
Nothing could pull me out of this hole I made myself
I feel as if I could burst from all the emptiness inside of me
It has been a while since I felt the tears running down my face
And the words won’t come out
They hesitate
Hesitating
Hesitating
Hesitating
And the hours go by
And I sit on my bed and wonder “why?”
Time goes by
The ticking of the clock
Breathing
Only existing
Never living
Why speak when no one cares?