Motivation

Like a bird learning to fly at the first time. Like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. Like an ugly duckling turn out to be a swan, my life would be changed for good and I will turn into my true form. Whether that self is good or bad, generous or cheap, sophisticated or honest, true or false I wouldn’t really care. Because that is what I am. And that is what I meant to be. To be honest, I’m scared of the unknown. I’m afraid what would happen in the future. To me, and to this world. But I’m really tired too. I’m tired of worrying whether I fail or succeed. Worrying I might hurt somebody physically or spiritually. That makes me really tired. In fact that makes me stressed and therefore I am beginning to doubt my originality and thoughts. But I will never do that. I will never worry about what I’m going to do next, and what is going to happen If I take action. Because I would rather take action and fail than not taking action and regret. Life is very simple. If somebody hurt you, tell them what you feel. If you love somebody, then tell them what you feel. If you really like something, go get it. If you are sure about something, stand out and say it out loud. Because people like and respect someone who is honest and true-hearted. People like somebody who expresses what they truly feel. Because people connects with their heart, not with their mind! For example two people gives speech about food scarcity in third worlds. One talks about statistics, numbers and facts, just laying it out. Other one talks about his/her experience in third world, expressing what they really felt about those little kids hungering for small amount of food and water. I mean you can even tell only by the face expression that which one of these speakers really wants to help those people in third worlds. Which one do you think? One who speaks about numbers? Or one who expresses his/her feeling towards those poor people? 
Understanding and knowing is nothing without taking proper action. So I want to advise people to go out there and get what you really want. Live the life you want to live. Because thinking too much is just as bad as not thinking about it at all. Love your family, love your parents, love your kids and share your good feelings and thoughts to people. Life is a bitch I agree. But it doesn’t have to be that harsh. At least don’t make it more harsh than it already is. Listen to what you’re feeling. Always listen to it. Be humble with yourself. And love yourself. Because the way you’re treating yourself is the way you will treat your kids, your loved ones. If something bothers you or holding you to take positive actions, find that muthafucka! Go talk to people. Ask for help. Ask for advice. Talk with your parents, your brother your sister, or your good friend and tell them what is bothering you. Don’t make it too hard for yourself. Because people are not meant to live alone. They strive and survive together. You will, or at least I will never make it alone. Never! That’s what I understand. I’m sure one day you will be telling people and giving advice to people who are suffering with the same problems. But in mean time, do more and never give up! Because unless I survive from this, I will never live a full and happy life, and people who looks up to me would never respect me for what I did, and what I am. SO YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS. YOU CAN DO THIS!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU! DON’T EVER GIVE UP!