A quantum way of knowing yourself

You are a field of some kind, you exist everywhere. The change of your form and location within the field is real. The sequence of this change is perceived by your brain as flow of time. Your position and energy are distributed, but mostly concentrated at a certain area. The position and energy distribution even creates strange patterns. Sometimes those patterns exist like ripples in the field. But “your own” state that you choose as existing, retroactively detects the sequence of states that led the present one.