I have been blogging on Medium for a month and I feel the same most of the time. The highest page view a post of mine has had until now is 39. Eerily close to your magic number! Apart from that outlier, my other posts have about 10 views on average. Sometimes I wonder why go through the pain to write something for just ten people. But then realize that writing is my thing and that I must continue. And so I do.
The success of tomorrow is built on the efforts of today.