Ive learned something
Ive had my goal. Ive had my destination. I haved it as a phrase, written down, as an abstraction. Its worked out ok for me but in reflection ive noticed a plethora of inconsistencies, that is personal actions that do not align with where I want to be, or will be. I have noticed a multitude of failure from my part and I can hear the self doubt even speaking to me now. I must crush it. I must crush these psychological barriers in order to move forward.
What I think will work. Is to visualize myself where I will be in the future. Visualize how I will look and what I will do. Where I am going to be. I’ve always been a very visual person, it was foolish of me to try to impregnate a phrase into my brain when I shouldve been burning an image into it. Now that I have it, I can move forward.
I’ve learned something in these last couple of weeks:
To stay true to myself, always.
I’ve learned something, I think, or at least a deeper understanding of what it takes to be successful.
Here we go again.
This blog may not be so pleasant for you to read anymore, but I still care about you.
Take care of yourself, ill talk to you later.