Text For Now?

I don’t have a decline message
For why I didn’t pick up your call

My voice doesn't waver
When I type, is all

Anything that doesn't allow you
Knowledge of what's really going on

Anything for no one else to see
Just how badly I wanna go

Cause I'm not going anywhere 

So it's better off in my head
Staying within me

Too upsetting otherwise 
Don't want to upset you

So just text for now
'Til I sort out how not to