Lisa CarrQuiet StormThe storm rages inside. My hands shake. My arms tingle. The blood screaming to come out. The sweet release that I deny myself, at least for…Aug 21, 2019Aug 21, 2019
Lisa CarrThe Ritual and The DemonDemons. Demons are all around. How is one supposed to escape? Pain, heartache, and despair overwhelm me. I sit there on the edge of the…Jul 6, 2019Jul 6, 2019
Lisa CarrNormalcyAll I really need to do is get motivated. How does one go about getting motivated? Well in the past I would roll over and pop the top off…Jul 6, 2019Jul 6, 2019
Lisa CarrSins of the PastIts 4:22 am and I have had another sleepless night. This morning I received a phone call from the HR at the RTC I worked at. I was told…Jun 16, 2019Jun 16, 2019
Lisa CarrMy best friend came to visit.He was beautiful. He was my best friend.Dec 14, 2018Dec 14, 2018
Lisa CarrThe Day The Demon TriedThe pressure was crushing me under its weight. I sat there on the edge of the bed unable to move a muscle. The cold steel of the spoon in…Dec 12, 2018Dec 12, 2018
Lisa CarrI am…It started out fun. I already knew how the beer tasted. I already knew how the liquor went down. I already knew that I was in trouble. I…Dec 6, 2018Dec 6, 2018
Lisa CarrNarcotic HazeWhere do I start? That is the question. Do I begin at my first drink at age 8 or do I begin at today, just trying to get out of bed and…Nov 26, 2018Nov 26, 2018