He’s metres away, so near yet far. Does he hear the beat?
Or no. The banner and towers are too strong to waver. Should i speak? I fear to stumble.
All I want to say is clear. But does my heart or mind speak? Im not sure.
Long to touch those scars again, long to outline those boundaries of red.
Can such a want of mine be met?
Through and through I doubt it true,
for those are wants beyond the scope.
A want of which I cant withhold.
Dare I trepass the mystery path, or do I forgo my human lust?
Seldom has my heart proved true, for thrice it showed-wrong way, lets go.
A week its hard, I cant say no.
Forget the wounds and free Im told.
Hope that I am not a fool, but to push and hold is wisdom so.
What end this brings, Ill have to stake, no win, no lose, I will partake.
This phase in life is just a bit,more to come, I will await.
Matters such as future dreams, top of list, no foolish games.
Time will show what lies for all;
past, present, future, youll know for real.