Not all bad

In situations like mine you often get drawn to negativity, in all you do, you only see or want to see the negative of things.

Today I refused this, today I believed in the good, I believed in better days, and only the good things of the past were allowed.

And you know what, I smiled more than I cried, I smiled more than I nagged. And for a brief time I actually really felt well.

I thought of smiling people on pictures, smiling colours that I had forgotten people had, and I thought of what was held.

From travels to India to the northern lights all is possible. From Paris to Switzerland. To picnics on unknown places.

I believe in a smile and better works, better things, better feelings and in Love. I believe that love will guide, will tell, will show the way to go. And when in doubt, a rainbow will tell.

As no person is merely one colour, and no person should be just one colour.

I believe in the passion, the heartbeat, the reaction of the skin.

I believe in the magic, the magic of not knowing why, not caring, but just feeling.

I believe in things that I shouldn’t

I believe in things I should maybe forget

I believe, I’m a lost romantic

A romantic that lost his believes

And found a smile today

With hidden tears

Oh how I want your eyes

Your eyes to shine again

Sometimes I just write what is in my head, and I never read what I wrote again.

The beauty of what is here, stays here

In words

In black on white

On the lining of my heart

In the booklet

Hidden

Hidden from light

Hidden from eyes

As fears

Fears control

Fears create

And most fears

Are never true