But I don’t get close to anyone bringing me down. This rule can’t be broken.
How to be THE LUCKIEST GUY ON THE PLANET in 4 Easy Steps
James Altucher

I figured this out very recently that one person who I still love so much, just kept me for the feel of seeing me burning in the pain and to take a good deal of pleasure from it. I cut that connection and now I feel complete and alive thereafter.