Helpless

Stella Smith
Sep 8, 2018 · 2 min read

I do not know how to deal with this feeling of helplessness

It is beyond me how anybody deals with this in a sane manner

Do we require sanity to be in love?

The fact that I yearn for something so badly but cannot do anything about it leaves me in absolute dread.

I’m accustomed to chasing after things i often cannot get, and

I tried to run away the pain, but it only accelerates how much I think about him.

The one thing I resort to during times of stress is running, and it only enraged me…

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Feminist. 23. Stella is my alter ego, who expresses freely without the fear of being judged. She hopes that her words will slowly, but surely, bring change.

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