I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of being mad.
I get it.
The world sucks.
All the systems in place have failed us. Left America and the rest of the world in a confused state of disarray.
What to do about it now?
Continue being sad and mad and confused, and talking about it… it is not satiating me any longer.
Listening to others complain and victimize themselves.
I’m tired of it.
Action.
But what is the right action to take?
Deep self-reflection. The deepest I can go.
Where am I contributing to these systems I lament?
Where are my actions and DOLLARS feeding the very things that I blame for being the problems of the world? …
During these Coronavirus times, the stark contrast that is income equality is becoming grossly apparent.
I personally do not believe money reflects true value.
Money is power.
Money is life-force energy.
Where Money flows is what gets brought to life in our capitalist-structured society.

I feel a strong obligation to write about it because I believe my perspective can bridge those who are in upper to higher class (as categorized from a money perspective) plus those who are in the lower-income brackets.
When I chat with certain friends who have stable jobs in the technology sector in San Francisco or Wall Street in New York City, they are having a good time with quarantine. They are seeing it as a break or even a vacation. I watched Jimmy Fallon’s Tonight Show from Home, and he is mentioning what a precious time it is to spend more time with family. …
Consciousness expanding festivals and events…
Good vibes. Good music. Good people. Could it get any better?
Cannabis and festivals are a match made in heaven that will actually lift you and transport you there. Nowadays, many festivals have a touch of cannabis embedded in, and some big ones are even partially sponsored by cannabis brands.
I just got back from a beautiful healing wellness and music festival myself: Solaura Festival in Mendocino, Calif. And that was just two weeks after Burning Man (here are my thoughts on that) where intense, next level, transcendent energy were likewise charged up.

Here’s what it was…
These are my personal thoughts on Coronavirus from a health-minded perspective. This is my subjective opinion and my raw, real thoughts.
I am a certified massage therapist and Ayurveda student. I focus greatly on food and nutrition and building immunity from the inside out. I pretty much spend all of my time thinking, learning, and implementing the ways of being in order to be my healthiest and highest vibration self. And I made it my job to help others to unlock the same state within themselves.

I am wondering about the impact that globalized media is having on escalating fears around coronavirus. …
Dear Chinese ancestors,
Thank you.
I am where I am because of what you did. There is no possible other way. I have been able to land in this place in time and space thanks to your hard work, to uplift all the generations to come. The pursuit of a better life for future generations has paid off.
I am the future generation with a truly better life.
I have the freedom to do whatever I want. I have the awareness to break out of societal molds. I have been set up for success by you.
What I wish for is to return and learn. I want to bring my brightness and light to you, the one I have been able to cultivate over in America thanks to generations of hard work. I want to draw upon the ancient wisdom that you have, that has given you the profound healing power that made it so that you survived longer and longer, to the point where I have a well and kicking grandmother at age 90 who still takes walks on her own and lives on her own. That’s what I want to be like. …
I wouldn’t have it any other way, not that I could change things :)
They are so supportive and so generous, wanting to give me everything they never had. Wanting the best life for me and my sister.

Ultimately, there is nothing else like family. Family love and support is so embedded in Chinese culture. America is the land of the independent. To even arrive and make it here, they had to stray away from Chinese culture some. Many people in China live with their parents until they get married, and even after, their parents play a big role in their lives. Cooking meals for them, taking care of and practically raising their grandchildren. …
By no longer listening to other people and trusting myself.
It takes a while to get to this point, I definitely acknowledge this. I have put my body through some STUFF. Physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual pain. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll make it.
I always do. My body always survives. It always comes back on top. It teaches me what I need and speaks up in the form of physical or emotional pain for me to process and work through.
I have healed a lot of my own injuries and pain by being diligent with natural remedies plus addressing the underlying metaphysical mental pattern that lead me to use that body part so carelessly or exhaustively to get the injury in the first place. …
i am raw and vulnerable and real.
it is a hard path, to follow your dreams and work with what you believe to be your true purpose.
it means i have done a lot of work on my self-growth.
it means i do a lot of putting myself out there, claiming my voice and my truth even when it might upset others.
it means isolating myself a bit, despite being surrounded by people.
and these are all things i wish for. the latter is something i project. there are amazing, supportive people who want to uplift me. and there are those who aren’t like that as well, because my message doesn’t resonate. …
On the Playa at Burning Man, I am Goji.
Off the Playa in life, I am still Goji. Why not embody those qualities that make me feel free and uninhibited to be whoever I want to be all the time?

Burning (Wo)man is such a special magical place.
The missing piece of it? In my humble opinion, it is INTEGRATiON.
Stay tuned, I got some tips for you. The values and principles that come along with attending are so worthy of becoming part of our everyday lives… so why don’t they?
Why don’t we bring our own cups everywhere we go? …

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