~ Note that I began writing these words in early September and I concluded this piece of writing and released it into the world on this late September evening ~

I will forever be mourning all that could have been and now will never be.

Yesterday was a really gross day.

I brought myself to tears thinking about all the experiences I never gained and with the passing of time, never will gain. These precious intangibles can take up so…

| Began writing these thoughts some days ago | the lightning struck, and I let the thunder shake me to the core |

Pain is the aura in which we enter the world, the air by which we leave it, and the tenor we leave behind. ,, It is the dots on our surface, providing busyness and clutter, but also characterization and declaration and a narrative of an identification.

The middle ground is…

6:50 AM | Saturday, August 18th, 2018 {8/18/18} | chai’s all around (okay, one more month. then chai’s all around. aw, during my birth month. how sweet,, //so much to say, but the day is constantly dwindling away//) So, about that whole everyday thing? Yeah, well, life. Whatcha gonna do…

Musings escape my muse (myself)

10 something, almost 11 (o’clock); I contemplate life and my current circumstances

I began writing this piece yesterday, but exhaustion consumed me…alas, here we go, here and now we begin again

*Taylor Swift’s song Begin Again just came to mind. “On a Wednesday, in a…

July 22-July 23, 2018

Emotional tears come and go, come and go

You are sweet as sugar.

My heart

Why do you like me? Why me? How is this real life?

I felt connected to you, not knowing that you wanted to connect with me

I wonder how long you’ve felt this way


Started this piece of writing on Saturday, July 14, 2018 and (mostly) finished it on Sunday, July 15, 2018; posted on Tuesday, July 17, 2018.***I know it’s already Tuesday, but pretend this was posted on Sunday so you can understand the perspective I’m writing from as intended.***

Hey guys. Greetings…

June 24th, 2018

Long time no write, am I right? {{ Haha, see what I did there? 😉 }}

So much has happened since I wrote my first blog post and released it into the world. I graduated high school at the beginning of the month! I am officially a high school graduate!

Yo, yo, yo, what’s crack-a-lackin’ internet peeps? How are all my homedawgs doing?

I have decided that I am going to start blogging, and I am super excited to be a blogger! Recently, it has felt like my anxiety has taken control of my life, and this has been very…

Stephanie Jean

22. Writer. Poet. Always anxious. Constantly wondering. “Love and curiosity are the nutrients that power the world.”

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