Learning how to hold women in lineage, beyond human lifetime — My body held herself violently still. I had just heard the news that an old acquaintance had passed. Someone I barely knew, passed away during childbirth, leaving the world behind while gifting life. My body, she held herself so still. “Meditate, pray, make love, but be prepared at any time to die, but don’t get uptight,” di Prima, Revolutionary Letter #7.