Poem: Carolina

Stephen Copeland
Jul 27, 2017 · 2 min read

Has it really been seven years
since you first pulled me from those fields,
away from all I knew,
away from sweet simplicity,
the simplicity I can’t reclaim?
Is it simplicity I seek,
that small-town life: prosperity?

Tough to do with a dangling dream
that taunts and haunts
and teases yet frees.
If simplicity means liberation
then maybe it’s simplicity I seek.
Or is it complexity that frees,
this bursting dream: the key?
Yes, I think it’s freedom that compels me.

Has it really been seven years,
since I first ran through your tunneled streets,
honeysuckle and pine-scent
hanging in the summer air?
I was running then,
and I’m running now,
but I still don’t know what I’m running from.

Tough to know with love,
the only love I’ve ever known,
pulling me in, close to your heart,
making me feel at home,
only to launch me
like a rock from a sling.
I guess you were just like Indiana,
and I’m always launching and leaving.

Has it really been seven years
since you began to build to break,
a “seeing” through unseeing,
a “knowing” through unknowing,
each struggle a gateway
into worlds unfathomable?
It was you who called and now you who sends.

Easier to transform when safe,
the only place I’ve ever belonged,
accepting me as I am,
“not as I should be.”
Bounded by a toxic grace,
you were the watershed,
not because of where you are
but because of who you gave
to this “wild bird,”
this “beloved” soul trapped in skin.

Has it really been seven years?
Aren’t we all just trapped in skin?

Originally published at www.copelandwrites.com on July 27, 2017.

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