FOOL!


I want to feel myself at home.
I want to feel wanted.
I want to feel that I am more than a used vessel for giving Life.
I want to feel like a homemaker, not a housekeeper.
I want to feel valuable.
I want to feel cherished.
I want every parking space available to have my name on it.
I want to feel like a pillar instead of a mat.
I want to feel nurtured.
I want to feel cared for.
I want to feel I can share wholly, not a chopped up prime cut.
I want to feel happiness.
I want to feel joy.
I want to feel unto myself and let go.
I want to want to feel more than these the things,
Yet, the only thing felt, is the fool for wanting to feel all of this, and more.