I hopped over here from the Being the Earth connection space, and just wanted to say that, as an adoptee who was conceived violently, I very much relate to feeling like "I'm not really supposed to exist, but since I do, I might as well make the best of it." And like you, I'm embracing ancestral healing work. It's so powerful, as your writing here beautifully demonstrates. I look forward to seeing you in the course and reading more of your writing here on Medium!