A summer’s night kiss.
Have you ever had a plain m&m? The kind from years ago? They were really good and smooth. :’) Not really sure how to describe it. It’s like waking up with a totally contented, wonderful smile on your face. It’s this silly goofy tender feeling you get when someone you love experiences totally good things or when they smile or laugh out loud.
It’s this warm glow that settles over you. :’).
It’s almost 7am. 6:59 to be exact and I’ve been up since a little after 5. You know what’s funny. I wanted to write about the world, the impact of things happening globally. The connections. My thoughts on those connections, my opinions, my theories. Hmmmm.
I have these deep thoughts and conversations with others. Often laced with humor :’). So when I first discovered Medium I thought, “Hey! A platform for my thoughts. A place to share, intellectually.” You know what I mean?
It’s not turning out the way I imagined. Hehe. That was a totally forced hehe. Hmmmmm.
I’m surmising it’s fear. Hmmmmm. Seriously? As a friend of mine often says, “Come ooooooon!!!”
I, who, oftentimes, think I’m great! :’),
sidenote — am I using the punctuation wrong? what about the word wrong? Should I have used incorrectly? Just kidding. :’).
By the way I’m using my android again to write. Kind of an odd. Yes? I believe I’m really mastering the art of digression. Thoughts? Hehe. :’)
Okay, so back to me being great. :’). So, I , oftentimes, believe I’m great, — okay, not oftentimes, but most of the time — okay, not most of the time — all the time. Hehehehe. Just kidding. :’).
So, as a great person…
Oh, alright, I’ll stay on topic. Waaaaaah. :’).
So, as I was saying, before I rudely interrupted myself. I’d like to ask a quick question. Are you seriously still reading this? :’) Seriously????
So back to being afraid to write about the world and my thoughts on the way of global affairs. I think it’s time for me to move through the fear. You know fear is a killer. Of dreams, hope, desires, inspiration, peace, love, choices, life, living out loud, did I say love?
If you’re still reading this, that’s totally cool. :’). Thank you. Hmmmmmm. I’m asking you to do something with me. And I’m pushing through a fear right now with just asking — would you push through your fears. Banish them from your life. Do it one step at a time. You have someone who holds you through it all. Jesus. :’). He’s pretty cool, you know? He’s the summer’s night kiss. Like the plain m&m, the sun glinting off the rocks in Okinawa, the smile in a child on a long flight across the ocean, the love of a mom, daughter, son, friend. Hmmmmmm.
Or the smile on my face as I wake up in the morning. :’).