No sex for six weeks….

I am on the fence between freaking the fuck out and thinking this will be one of the best experiences I have in my life. When it comes down to it, it is whatever I make it. I am going to focus on feeling without naming, just feeling and letting myself be alive in every moment. I am going to over communicate with my husband, expressing myself and what I am feeling or being challenged with emotionally. I am going to blog about my experience and let the truth flow freely. I am planning on being able to see exactly where and when I feel an overwhelming need for sex and how it is triggered. I am going to be completely focused on me and my self care, that will be my number one priority. I have two therapy appointments scheduled and a three day silent retreat, which will all help me dig deeper and churn what I unearth to bring forth the best crops my soul has ever had.