Arti Kulkarni
Jul 22, 2017 ยท 1 min read

I almost do. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ช

It takes everything in me not to call you.

And I wish I could run to you..

And I hope you know that every time I donโ€™t,

I almost do..

We are better off this way..

In my dreams, you are touching my face..

And asking me if I wanna try again with you..

And I almost do..

I hope sometimes you wonder about me.

It sucks to begrudge someone badly.

It sucks to starve for someone badly.

Why did I let you become such a crucial part of my cruel life?

I think about you everyday.

I cannot help but refrain myself from calling you.

But you know you were the only one who made me feel beautiful.

I donโ€™t even feel beautiful now.

I got no one now.

I had you, it felt like I owned a galaxy.

Now I donโ€™t have you and I donโ€™t have that galaxy.

I lost you and I lost my own world. My own self, for godโ€™s sake!

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