
I almost do. ๐๐ช
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you..
And I hope you know that every time I donโt,
I almost do..
We are better off this way..
In my dreams, you are touching my face..
And asking me if I wanna try again with you..
And I almost do..
I hope sometimes you wonder about me.
It sucks to begrudge someone badly.
It sucks to starve for someone badly.
Why did I let you become such a crucial part of my cruel life?
I think about you everyday.
I cannot help but refrain myself from calling you.
But you know you were the only one who made me feel beautiful.
I donโt even feel beautiful now.
I got no one now.
I had you, it felt like I owned a galaxy.
Now I donโt have you and I donโt have that galaxy.
I lost you and I lost my own world. My own self, for godโs sake!