I recently took the Myers-Briggs Personality Test which proved that my personality lies on the 100% “feelings” spectrum. It did not surprise at all! I always knew I was a highly sensitive individual and even though I can’t afford therapy, I know the price I pay for my emotions and depression way too well.
Am I selfish and antisocial? Maybe a little selfish. But there are few things better than being able to do what you want, anytime you want, with whom you want without having to ask someone's opinion or thinking about hurting someone because of your choices.
Since I was young, I have always been an independent person. I never liked to need the opinion of others, but I needed it. It took me time to find that love myself was the most important thing in life. So I spent years searching for acceptance and companionship to do what I felt like to do, to achieve my dreams. I needed friends to go places and loves to feel complete.