sylvia earnestIm thinking maybe I’m getting too much ahead of myself …too desperate for love+attention …uh…maybe…I should just let it happen …and leave it to whatever it is that needs to obliged in order to keep everything in oeder…Jul 5, 2016Jul 5, 2016
sylvia earnestI haven’t prayed for a long time…I should have done it more… to confess to god…to share and let him see my heart and mind… and through the light of my souls maybe just…Jun 20, 2016Jun 20, 2016
sylvia earnestI looked up the guy I obsessed and lusted over with for a while because how attractive he is…Jokingly, I announced to my mom that I’ve made the decision to find myself a super cute and good-looking boyfriend…I know it’s not my…Jun 11, 2016Jun 11, 2016
sylvia earnestI heard the news that u went back to ur ex…the ex u swarn that u had let go and would never go back…I have been thinking about bumping into you with your gf in the mall or whatever…and what my reaction would be…and it’s toxicaing and it…Jun 9, 2016Jun 9, 2016
sylvia earnestEven tho I know it’s unwise…but I still couldn’t help but looking for you in a crowd…I still…I pray to god that he helps me let go of you and of us…Jun 5, 2016Jun 5, 2016
sylvia earnestThanks for not messaging back…I just clicked so many passes on the button that it hit me that this was the 1st step of mine to re- enter the dating world…I just haven’t…Jun 4, 2016Jun 4, 2016
sylvia earnestWe are so far away now…psychologically… telepathically…and I don’t have to intentionally block your…Well…that’s that chapter of my life…closed.Jun 3, 2016Jun 3, 2016
sylvia earnestIn my Mind…we were already back together even when at the same time in real time I keep tell g…But I still imagined that we were back together…May 27, 2016May 27, 2016
sylvia earnestGood to know that you can never run away from yourself.I’m thousands of miles away from home…yet you…you are still here with me…May 24, 2016May 24, 2016
sylvia earnestI was thinking of u…and then my heart just got twisted into a knot again…I embraced you in my imagination…May 21, 2016May 21, 2016
