call me in your language

the stops on the u bahn remind me of your summer
of your smile
show me who you really are
what really makes you lean in
there is no balance scale
no check list
we’re both fulfilling our freewilling destiny and turning over the ball of life
spreading kindness
no expectations
keep pushing
youll find everything you never looked for
threesomes at five in the morning
we lift ourselves above the muddy waters and reflect ourselves onto the blue sky
go, go
only upwards forwards
whereever your mind is clearer
we must strive for a logical tomorrow
feel ourselves to happiness and truth
contentment drives us towards change and uncomfort
the whiskey talks to me in my dreams and the kahlua makes me smile
winter time and sparse lights
i hold you against the candles and question the twinkles in your eyes
choking you in silence
in sweet breaths
im going home
my face feels cold
its mostly warm
i wonder if this routineless life fills my nothings with everything
my everythings with nothing
with you
do this
help her
talk to him
lets get this moving somewhere
bewegen
zurechtfinden
the wanderlust is found in the still
the still life
the destilled life
water in my veins we fall to our kness and pray to a god that speaks to us through his music
repent my sins i live for compensation and penitance
this maraud ends in versimilitude
somewhere down the line
love meets poetry
and you meet her
and build a daily life on top of these broken paint brushes and mixed colors
the canvas with the open window
flowing curtains
pick a city
thats where your artistic journey is
words pouring onto paper i think of you in the rain
and run around imagining the smile the tears on your face
stumbling over words
i await you and no one else
you are more than a game
you are the best love of my life i can come up with
you are the candle light in my fifty storms
you are the martyr that sacrificed yourself in this merciless bedroom
this carnal carnival
we rest our souls on a restless need to travel and make new friends
strains we cause out of necessity
i didnt choose you
the grass rustles against your personality
the tuktuks and yoga retreats and vegan cleansing
we wash away our insecurities with ten euro smoothies
please!
please
the aesthetic of the lion in the cage is that it cannot fly
it roars with the might of a chinese emperor
hidden behind the walls of the forbidden city
we pray together for judgement day and salvation
knowing our impending deaths prevent the comfrontation
black seats and black bags
we talk about nothing in the dark room
the red wine swishing around inside me
how do you build your happiness around me when you dont need me
we are lost on our path to happiness
taking wrong turn after wrong turn
bumping into each other
throwing me around you realize the irony of this fucking circus
and subside to radio silence
my nothings into everthing
my everythings into nothing
you subside to radio silence
