雑念Vol.1/Thought Vol.1

「あなたの頭を良くする10の方法」

結論から言うと、そんな特効薬みたいなライフハックはないと思う。

実を言うと自分だって悩んでいる。

時折頭がぼんやりと錆び付いてしまった様な感覚に襲われる。原因をここ数年考えていると自らの行く先が恐ろしくて仕方がない。もう人間としてのピークは過ぎてしまったんじゃないかと。

本は沢山読んでいるし、色んな情報にも触れている。マルチタスクには僭越ながら少しだけ自信がある。それでも以前に比べてソリッドなアイディアや洞察が自分の中から薄れてく意識を感じ始めたのは居住を海外に移してからだった様に思う。

日々のキャッチアップに追われ、物を書いたり発信する濃度や頻度は弱くなっていった様に思う。だって英語が分からなかったから。

簡単な内容をシンプルに伝える事に終始して、思考を整理する機会が弱くなっていたのかなと。考えている事があっても、日頃から発信していないと瞬発的に何かを伝えることは難しい。

そうだ。きっとアウトプットが足りないんだ。出口を用意してあげないと吸収には限界がある。

耳が2つあって口が1つしかないのは、人間は口の2倍耳を使って色んなものを聞くべきだから、という寓話がある。もっと言えば、目も2つ、耳も2つ。口は1つ。仕入れた情報の4分の1くらいは吐き出さないとバランスが悪いのかもしれない。

頭では分かっていても、誰かの真似をする事が嫌だったり、誰かに分かりやすく影響された自分を見せるのがたまらなく恥ずかしかったり。人はそれを青春と呼ぶのでしょうか。知らんけど。

という事で自分の心内を少しづつ発信をしていこうかと思います。

In conclusion, I think there is no such life hack “10 things to be a smart logical person” as someone says.
To tell the truth, I am worry about that too.
Sometimes my brain is attacked by a feeling like it got rusty. I was thinking about the cause over the last few years, I will be scared of my own destination. It seems that the peak as human has passed.

I’m reading a book and I touch various information. In multitasking I am confident a little. Nevertheless I feel that solid ideas and insights began to fade away from inside mine compared with before. It seems like happned after I moved our from Japan.

I am chased by the daily catch-up, I think that the concentration and the frequency of writing and dispatching objects have become weaker. Because I did not understand English.
It seems that the opportunity to organize thinking has weakened, starting with telling simple content to simple. Even though there is something to think about, it is difficult to instantaneously convey that it has not been communicated on a daily basis.
I was chasing by the daily catch-up, I think that the concentration and the frequency of writing and dispatching objects have become weaker. Because I did not understand English.

Even though there is something to think about, it is difficult to instantaneously convey that it has not been communicated on a daily basis.

That’s it. Surely the output is not enough. I realized. There is a limit to absorption unless I prepare an exit.
There are two ears and only one mouth, there is a fable that humans should listen to various things using double ears. and, We hae two eyes and two ears and one mouth. About a quarter of the information we got may be should out from by mouth at least.

Even though I know it, I don’t want to imitate someone others, or I feel embarrassed to show myself who was influenced easily by someone others. Do people call it as youthful? I don’t know.

I will send out a little by little in my heart from now.

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