Holidays And Depression.
Here’s how it goes , I’m never really alone , but I feel alone sincerely, people smile and I smile.
I’m really alone always , after the holidays and parties I’m alone, no families no support.
Rob treats me like a burden and a pet , slightly better than shit.
in turn I’m uncomfortable with yet supposed to be grateful. His family is all racist and I am suppose to be nice about it , because they come from different parts of Indiana.
I’m not , so I stopped going going to there family functions.
It’s like paper cut racist comments, such as :Talias not black, The black people I met are lazy, Black people are naturally violent.
No I will not be going to family functions where I’m uncomfortable sitting in a corner and eating quickly , because apparently I’m a fish.
No Nashville Indiana is not racist , come visit , but the residents are diet racists, and not all racists , it’s the shop clerks and local.
jagged lil pill.