How do I start...
It is very wired feeing to write something that actually no one is watching or reading. It is kind of something similar to "will" but eventually will will be disclosed to somebody but not this.
There are always some image of your-self you get from Facebook, twitter, Instagram, company, family, Parents, Friends, school, community, even neighbor indian food shop. Unconsciously, you realized you are trying to fit in their image even though it is slightly different from what you are. Image of you as manager, image of you as wife, image of you as somebody in 3rd country. I was always feel I have to become last piece of jigsaw puzzle and getting more community makes my pieces become more multi-faceted.