So what? if
My mind is bleeding
So what? if 
its bleeding with words. 
So what? if
Every morning 
I would utter words not meant to be
So what? if
I overthink
So what? if
I do it again and again 
Cause only in sleep I could taste serenity. 
Dreaming of things we could be. 
How interesting it would be
waking up with my demons kicking,
So what if? I
turn heel
and forget every feeling inside me?