salam, ok just tell me what is going on , i really want to know why all this happen to me , why especially me , why you love me , why i hate my self , why you know me , why i dont know my self , why would you give me every thing , why i wont any thing , why you and why me , really i need every thing to stop , i cant any more , and i promise you , if you leave me alone i wont cry and my heart will establish tolerate feeling , so just leave me alone with my scars , with my freezing feeling , with me , alone. 
3:08 pm 4/6/2016
before one day from pharma final exam