Things Change.

Life changes, people change, time changes. Everything changes within time.

It’s so strange how fast everything changes. I never thought I’d be where I’m at this very second a few months ago. I never thought I’d be living in this apartment, I would’ve never even guessed.

Back in January, I never would have guessed I would be paying money to go to college, because I never planned to even go to college. Now I plan to go to my local community college than transfer to uni.

Back in January, I would have never planned I would have an epic last summer love story. I never knew planned on it being with someone a few hours away that I met via a comment section on a mutual friend’s post. I never planned that I’d be having to get over him either. I never figured I’d even have feelings for someone this strong because I never let anyone in. I never get attached. Part of it’s because I don’t want to waste my time, since feelings change so quickly; but also because I’ve always believed in statistics and the odds aren’t in the favor of those who fall in love at a young age.

Back in January, I never planned to be on my own. I hate feeling alone and having nobody to be in the next room.

My whole life has massively changed in a matter of months. I’m terrified of some of these changes, thrilled by some, horribly upset by others. I’m a wave of emotions at my current life, and the fact that things change so much that my life can be completely altered between the time I type this and you read it, is both exciting and nerve wracking.