who is tenerDuende?

tenerDuende
Sep 3, 2018 · 3 min read

Who am I?

I’m stranded.

What do I want?

Honestly, to make my own porn. That’s really it.

Why Porn?

Why not?

Is that really you answer?

I think its silly that people don’t believe that Porn is intelligent, that Sex Work can be Philosophical. I believe Sex Work is a form of art, but it’s denigrated because it mostly belongs to women.

Why is BDSM important to you?

I don’t know entirely.

It just is. Like I have to do this, and I get it sometimes, and then I think, with all my knowledge I could really just do something else. Sometimes I feel it’s because of how hard it’s been. I’ve had to survive. And I guess I feel so disappointed in the social world around me.

It’s like if these are my choices, I’ll go after the crazy shitfest dream. Where people have tried to kill me. Where nothing I accomplish seems to matter, and where I apparently have no skill sets. Oh wait, that’s like the Vanilla world.

“Its a lot like life” maybe, except when it works you’re doing something amazing. Maybe I like BDSM because I get to be amazing.

You do realize you’re interviewing yourself and just switched to the 2nd Person?

Yeah, I’m meta like that.

Why Cyborg?

It’s a reference to Donna Haraway’s Cyborg Manifesto. In keeping with my personal reading of it, I feel porn can be a way of relating, and for many people it really is. I’ve had to spend a lot of time learning to love myself enough to learn about how I experience the world. I think that’s important.

I think the cyborg is a good metaphor because I had to embody my own personal stories, stories I know are true but I’ve had to evidence. Where I was forced to be brave. I know a lot of people don’t see me like that, and honestly were I to do it all over, I might want to be a little less bold and exciting, but it’s a thing I guess. Plus it sounds cool- ‘Porn Cyborg’.

Why aren’t you filming?

This was supposed to be the year where I did. I haven’t always been a nice person. But then people haven’t always been fair to me. And frankly, we exist in a broken system, and when you get a glimpse of how broken it really all is- it’s society, and the world. The world is broken. I think some of the worst people are the people who try to convince you it’s fair.

But to answer your question I’m not filming because honestly I cant. I’m not in a place where I can. I know how to, I can write, edit, film, post. But some bad things happened. I’m also still healing from trauma. There’s some pain I’ve been left with. Not all emotional.

I think people don’t really have the ability to think about good and evil. I think they get preoccupied. They rely on stories to make the world a shittier place. I think social media makes people assume they’re right, and you really can’t talk about things online, talking just doesn’t really happen.

This is a tangent.

I’m not filming right now because I can’t right now.

Is this the End of Our Interview?

Yeah. I’m going to get back to creating Blog Entries. After all I’m building a Brand.

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