I wish I had done something distracting when I got a bad idea. Real problem is that I was the author of the wrost ideas I ever heard.

It was not that someone else had lead me astray. I wondered off all alone.

And, I am trying to think of an example, but which one.

Jobs I should not have taken. Airplane school. Moving and leaving my family behind.

If only I had just juggled until the thought passed.

Resentments kill more alcoholics than anything else. So, I let it go on. ..there, I feel better! Thx for letting me vent.