So not really sure how this works, I think really I just need a place to ramble, whether it’s just me writing as a means to help clarify the trials and tribulations of 21 year old life, or whether people will actually read and find something to take from my writing, I don’t know.
With that said, on the precipice of adult life, degree results about to come in, the pressure of what feels like being stuck at the bottom of the Atlantic, I wanted to write about everything that happens now. Where do I go from here? Have I made the right choices? Did I pick the right career? Maybe I should have listened to my teachers more and followed my head instead of my heart. The scariest part of it all is the person I’ve become, I thought I knew who I was, but three years at university changes you in ways you’d never imagined. I thought I knew who I was and what I wanted from life, and that excited me, however now I feel like I have no idea who I am and whether I like the person I’ve become, the future completely terrifies me. Friendships, relationships, family, me, I don’t really feel like I am sure of anything right now, I’m not even sure if this blogging website is the right place for me to begin, the list is endless.
So in a nutshell, my blogs will consist of questions, ups and downs, and trying to piece together the many different aspects of my life so far, maybe I’ll only write five and move on, but maybe this is just what I’ve been looking for.