I miss you.

Missing you more then ever these days!

I want to just hold you and never let go.

Need you to know I’ve never hated you. Don’t believe all those lies I always screamed at you.

Your not ugly!

Your beautiful!

I love you!

My heart was full of so much anger mixed with hate toward everyone for all the pain I had felt.

All those secrets I kept inside were killing me. I wish I had talked to you way before. I wish you had talked to me about life.

I love you mom.

I’m sorry for giving up on you when you needed me the most.

Your the one I should of fought for till the end.

Giving up wasn’t a option but I just turnt the other way.

I’m sorry.

CNY1987