My world is collapsing around me.
Every letdown consumes another tiny piece of me that endured.
Spun sugar emotions dissolving with each and every disappointment,
Dissipating into nothing but a lonely pit of despair and emptiness.
Even my most melancholy thoughts are disappearing and
I am losing myself in this dark hole of uncertainty.
Soon there won’t be much left but a vast shell of detached nothingness,
and I will lose everything that made me who I am,
Or at least those parts of me that tried to care.