i thought i was over you.

however, it seems as if i’m not even in the slightest.

you come back into my life at the most random of times and i can’t seem to get the thought of you out of my head. i was in my ap language and composition exam and there it was. prodigiously.

you assigned me a word whilst we were together. it was prodigious.

:amazing or wonderful

:very impressive

:very big

i sat there in my desk chair in awe of how you could sneak your way into my head in a fucking ap exam. not sure how you managed that.

i read your letters to her. as i was reading them i felt an overwhelming flow of so many emotions.

frustration.

happiness.

lots of sadness.

and a prodigiously long sensation of longing for you.

how did you manage this? to break my heart a year after you left?