~How are you~

Yes, I hear the trees rustle,
the winds slamming against it,
ad indeed the sky looks pissed.
Maybe it was just me.
Eyes a dead stare. 
Brain in a trance.
And...
I can't...
Where did the sound of my heartbeat go?
Jordan, you okay enough to take the test?
Mrs Wang, my math teacher
awaits the arrival of a new life, 
in her tummy.
The winds slowed, it's voice fading,
I moved the air with a nod, saying,
I'm.
Okay.
You know,
we share the trophy from my first swim meet,
my test scores that you could probably beat,
my sick feverish heat,
and of course, me whom you carried, with your own two feet.
If you saw kingsman,
you would be Harry,
I would be Eggsy. 
I was stubborn but your prodigy,
honored enough to share your blood.
You shook my heart,
came in like a wrecking ball,
stolen moments so apt,
and so suddenly you fall.
You had lung problems you told me I recall,
a reason why I started greeting you,
in the morning, and the night before.
Reminscent of that chair you used to sit on,
And of the stories,
which are now broken,
lost in time,
forgotten,
out of reach,
I don't know. 
I shout into the void of memories,
but they come back patchy, defeated like soldiers returning from war.
No matter, it floats in the sea of my very essence,
dissolved but not gone,
I hope.
Return back to that day, 
I took the test,
topped the class,
but you wouldn't know that.
How are you?
Proud would be an understatement,
I know,
I really did come a long way.
But really how are you,
three years since I said good morning,
never heard me say goodbye.
I'm not sore or anything,
just wondering, 
how real it felt to have you hug me in my dreams yesterday night. 
Enough,
it's not about me,
I want to know about you,
skip all the talk about me,
people tell me about me all the time.
And you know that better than anyone else,
given my circumstances.
You're no fool,
always clear headed like me in a pool.
So please, just one question,
how are you?